the more i wanna do well, the deeper the pithole i fall into.. these results are seriously worse than any other results i've achieved throughout the two years.. ( i hope no one feels that i deserve these results cos i didnt put in effort? if so..sigh. i really did put in effort. ) but there's no time to be sad. im drying my tears and sprinting this last lap. i'll be back., with a smile on my face. there can be miracles, when you believe.